This is a long one....but it all needed to be said. I hope this video helps anyone that's going through something similar, and to know that you're not alone. I also hope this video educates anyone who doesn't know how pregnancy questions could affect someone who's dealt or dealing with a stillbirth, miscarriages, infertility & any other pregnancy complications. Extending all my love to all of those who are suffering. Know that I'm here with you ❤️



  • You are amazing to talk about this! Beautiful inside and out!! ❤️✨
  • This was extremely emotional to watch. You are such a strong women. Everything happens for a reason, I truly believe that 💖
  • I work for a fertility office and I have seen so many cases where women can’t get pregnant. Patients have came in with multiple miscarriages and lost all hope. Let me tell you this. There is a god out there. There is hope. Even if it’s through taking the ovulation pill of ivf or iui, there is hope. Please don’t discourage seeking treatment. I know everyone would love to get pregnant by getting intimate with their partner and it’s horrible that they can. Put your trust in and god will answer your prayer
  • Prayers 4 You 🙏
  • Don’t lose hope darling hopefully it will happen one day ❤️
  • I'm so sorry honey. I hope God will bless you with a child I love you so much. 💕💕💕💕😘
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  • Hugs to you ! I struggled with infertility as well before having to undergo many specialist appointments, blood tests, and medications in order to get pregnant. I am praying for you ❤️
  • My grandma had 7 miscarriages but then ended up being a mother of 2. Her daughter, my mom, was told she'd never be able to have children but she ended up having me at 39. It can happen. Don't lose hope. Sending you love.
  • My heart breaks with & for you girl! We are strong women & our blessing is coming 💜💜💜
  • I love you Desi, It’s gonna be allright just have faith. I believe in you and in that! ❤️ You’re so strong!! 🙏🏼
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  • Love you Desi ❤ keep your chin up
  • Girl we love you! And I pray God helps you in and through this journey ❤️
  • Beautiful Desi! I am adopted and this literally made me cry. I could not have been luckier than getting the parents that I have today. I am so grateful although they hate being seen as someone doing a "charity work". Something that my mom told me and that I will never forget: "it's not being pregnant that I wanted. I wanted to become a mom, and that's exactly what I became when I adopted you" (me and my sister) Knowing that you feel ashamed and embarrassed is breaking my heart. All the best to you and Steven - and if biological children doesn't work out - I can assure you that you will feel equally as much as a mom regardless if your future children are biological or not. ❤
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  • I really wanna hug you right now, you're still young and theres no reason to lose hope just yet. I know good thing will happen to you. just be strong, you're not alone! <3
  • It is really cliche, but everything happens for a reason. When the time is there and right, you will get your little family. I wish you all the strength and peace you need. You are amazing, so is Steven. A reallyyyy BIG HUG ♥️💙🙏🏻
  • Cried the whole video... Desi you’re such a beautiful woman outside and inside. You’re both so strong. God knows everything, hope the best for you ❤️ We love you guys ❤️
  • God is good i really hope for the best for you and Steven! Keep your faith because the blessings God gives are incredible and every miracle is amazing ! i wish you two the best, ily !! 💖💖
  • I understand what your going through but I found I couldn't have kids when I was 16 years old . Don't be so hard on yourself and you can always have a family . I do I adopted and it's perfect . It will be what God wants for you . Sometimes the more you want something the more it won't happened . Just let it be .
  • was this a molar pregnancy? I had one too if it was💔
  • You are so brave 🙏🏻 thanks for sharing this. Means the world to me.
  • This video helped me feel less alone. Thank you xx
  • I’m crying.
  • You're so so so strong <3
  • Jenny from the block that you!? You look so pretty!
  • Thank you for sharing your journey. Have you tried acupuncture? Hope everything works out for you!
  • praying for you and steven. you deserve to have a family, love you❤️
  • You should check out the company modern fertility; it’s a simple blood test and tells you a lot. Just wanted to share with you.
  • if god wills and when he wills i really hope you will be a mother one day, keep trying and never give up desi, youre such a wonderful person.. beautiful inside and out.. may god bless you <3 i love you desi and steven!!
  • ❤️❤️❤️❤️ so much love to you!!!!
  • OMG that video of your husbands pure happiness was just heartbreaking. I know how you guys feel, been there before. Thanks for sharing this, it really does help because so many people don't talk about it and then you end up feeling so alone. I know I do sometimes.
  • I see this and I feel sad for you but at the same time after watching all of your blogs I see it from another perspective. You are extremely lucky and have been able to travel all around the world with a husband that loves you. There are people the will never be able to do that or even meet someone like Steve. Things happen for a reason and you wouldn’t have been able to have all of those experiences and trips if you had a baby. You are young and there is still time. Don’t loose hope. There are other options like adoption too.
  • God has a plan for you! Thanks for sharing, no doubt you will touch many. I have 5 friends who struggled with infertility (all different reasons) for 5+ years and all of them have multiple beautiful children running around now. Your blessing will come!
  • OMG what kind of person dislike a video like this?!
  • I’m someone who has been blessed to be able to have a baby but tbh I don’t see myself having kids. I wish I can be able to give it to the girls who aren’t able to have kids! Have them be blessed with the ability.
  • 😭😭😭😭 You’re so strong and brave Desi for sharing with us!!!! You’re not alone. Watching your video hits 🏡. I know the feeling. Sending you lots of prayers, love, and hugs.
  • Every blessing has its time. Get ready because God will surprise you! Have faith, trust God, Desi. Sometimes it's part of the process that builds us up. You will be a great mother, always believe THE BEST IS YET TO COME! Psalm 37:4 Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart❤️
  • I needed this video. Thank you. Everything you said is pretty much how i feel. I'm trying not to try but deep down I'm still kinda hoping and trying.
  • I'm so sorry this happened to you and you're going thru this. There are so many who feel this pain. Thank you for sharing. This video touched so many people. Love you❤️
  • Your beautiful blessing will come unexpected and in God perfect timing! <3
  • I just came across your video and i really do pray that God blesses you with an amazing family one day, you're an amazing woman and so deserving of a family continue to stay strong beautiful xxx
  • I understand you 100%. I went through the same thing. Was pregnant in 2012, miscarried and went through problems with precancerous cells and six years later almost 7... I got pregnant! I am currently in my 2nd trimester. Don’t be sad and your time will come. You’re not alone. Don’t be embarrassed ❤️❤️❤️
  • I was told I had endometriosis & the possibility of having children may be difficult. I now have a 8 month baby boy & he’s the greatest blessing. It’s going to happen for you! Don’t give up - have faith!
  • Have FAITH
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  • you are SO brave! Sending you all the love I have! You have no reason to be ashamed of your situation, it is clearly not your fault. I really do believe that god gives the hardest battles to the strongest soldiers, and you are so so strong. Keep believing, and it will happen.

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